ab imo pectore



ALL I WANTED WAS FOR YOU TO CARE

BUT YOU DONT SEEM TO BE BOTHERED

THE BITCH

| Jessica |
| 010990 |
| virgorian |
| tpbusinessschool|
| communicationsandmediamanagement |
| exkatongconventgirl|
| cmmcouncil |
| tptennis |
| shopaholic |
| loudhailer |
| narcissist |
| camerahogger |
| denimwhore |
| partyanimal |
| procrastinator |

WISHFULTHINKING

| shower me with coach hunny and serenade a love song to me|

EXITS

|kimmie|
|gill|
|paan|
|amalina|
|vann|
|aretha|
|evande|
|fee|
|nicole|
|marianne|
|tracy|
|jasmine|
|faiz|
|gisella|
|melanie|
|clair|
|amanda|
|sonam|
|jac|
|faye|
|yanti|
|aida|
|euniceHOLE|
|trey|


SUICIDAL THOUGHTS





THE DEADLY PAST

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LUSTS

| money |
| topshoptop |
| divecert |
| accessories |
| phone |
| heels |
| macnotebook |
| cybershot |
| guesshandbag |
| fcuktop |
| fendispecs |
| pumps |
| edhardyshirt |
| coachwristlet |
| mangoshorts |
| dioreyepalette |
| guesswatch |
| crumplerlaptopcover |
| jeans |
| onepiece |
| handbag |


LOVE OF MY LIFE


i miss kc


besties <3


godsisters (:


some kinda magic


my babyy


my laughing gas


sexaye!


BFF <3


it's ladies night


sch's fun with them around


my leading ladies (:


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Saturday, March 31, 2007

9:18 AM

this week was effing good.

Pretty women wonder where my secret lies.
I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size
But when I start to tell them,
They think I'm telling lies.
I say,
It's in the reach of my arms
The span of my hips,
The stride of my step,
The curl of my lips.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

I walk into a room
Just as cool as you please,
And to a man,
The fellows stand or
Fall down on their knees.
Then they swarm around me,
A hive of honey bees.
I say,
It's the fire in my eyes,
And the flash of my teeth,
The swing in my waist,
And the joy in my feet.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

Men themselves have wondered
What they see in me.
They try so much
But they can't touch
My inner mystery.
When I try to show them
They say they still can't see.
I say,
It's in the arch of my back,
The sun of my smile,
The ride of my breasts,
The grace of my style.
I'm a woman

Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

Now you understand
Just why my head's not bowed.
I don't shout or jump about
Or have to talk real loud.
When you see me passing
It ought to make you proud.
I say,
It's in the click of my heels,
The bend of my hair,
the palm of my hand,
The need of my care,
'Cause I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Saturday, March 24, 2007

6:50 AM

finally went for my stupid health medical checkup thingy for poly today i swear i had my dumbest moment of the day there whewn the nurse gave me this clip to hold up my hair and i was like honestly i have no idea how to use this.owells enough said that was just a really bad incident and i had the wierdest conversation anyone can ever have with the doctor.i swear she's just pure wierd.anyway went for the river island fashion show just now.it was good but not say THAT great as funny how i did not get the great urge to buy anything after it was over hence this shows that it was not fully impressionable.owells but the best part was that i finally managed to catch up with my leading ladies and to me that's what matters most.interestingly enough i met carolyn and maria at the airport today.damn how i miss them it's strange on how after leaving secondary school you just seem to get that strange bitter sweet feeling. sweet cause school is finally over yet seemingly bitter cause you know you will so miss your friends o and that reminds me rina sweetie where's my tee shirt?anyway i find it funny on how my parents would travel all the way down to raffles city just to eat prata though simpang is like so near my house but owells that's life i suppose.anyway thursday was fun.we went for forbidden city's 2nd anniversary.yes as media babyy how sweet what in the world can possibly be better than free food and free booze.yes that's life man furthermore it was my first time there and i must say that it's one club that i dont mind going to again yes nice ambience o and in case you guys didnt know if your about to have a cold and you want to stop it try boiled coke with ginger yes it's said to help but it just tastes really odd though.HAHAHA

RIVER ISLAND ROCKS THE RUNWAY
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Sunday, March 18, 2007

4:08 AM

this week started off bad but ended on a high note.thank god for that.somehow i am just going through my entire emo phrase yet all over again.i swear my friend even thought i was suicidal on tuesday.so yes please tell me about me.someone even told me that i had some wierd solar problem as my emo-ness would only come about at certain times of the day.owells i will get over it sooner or later i suppose.well am pretty proud of myself as monday went well.it was good in fact though i must say that i got pretty much uptight in the morning.so listen up well you know who you are actually please do not disturb me when im in one of my shitty kind of moods.but other than that it was good.friday was the highlight of my week i suppose.thanks tim.yeapp headed down for the female/nuyou spring summer 07 fashion and i must say that was the ultimate sexiness.my first ever offical glitzy fashion show and i got vip seats.tell me about is that the sex or what.alrighty enough blogging picture time










FEMALE/NUYOU CATWALK 07
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Sunday, March 11, 2007

6:36 AM

ooo went shopping today.im so happy what in the world can possible be better than a day out shopping.shopping gives you endorphins, endorphins makes you happy thus shopping makes you happy.alright im talking shit now.but anyway got my eyebrows done yesterday.take about FINALLY that is like after so long of now plucking eyebrows.my dear sexy lady is currently in bangkok.how sad she's having her school holidays now while here i am in singapore working but then again i love my job.woots.i so seriously need to hang out with them soon and i mean really really soon.i think the whole singapore budget thing is cool though most of the time i dont really get what are they getting on about.i just think that this whole government system thing is cool.then again maybe that's cause im thinking of running for parliament one day.i heard the money is good.but then again my chinese teacher once told me that she would migrate if i were to ever become a member of the parliament.but then again we shall see who knows maybe she'll be one of the million people who would come out to support me.i love taking photos but i just realised that i have not camwhored for a long long time.(camwhore soon girlfriends!).

rockafella

we met a true blue communist!!
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Friday, March 09, 2007

9:12 AM

this week was lets see a pretty good week.yeapp pretty cool somehow.headed down for eng eng's movie documentary screening and i must say that damn was it good.in fact it was REALLY good that's like the first documentary that i have actually sat through in fact so i guess it was pretty sweet.yes an achievement and to add to that two ex MCP members came down to singapore so we could have a chat with them and ask them questions and stuff like that so yea it was seerrr weed.just reached home from the catholic jc event damn that was the first time in which school bands did not suck that bad.it was not THAT painful or should i say it was not as expected as some were really good and on top of that that school has got quite a number of hot guys.YUM!anyway today was yet another emo episode for me i must say. i noticed that the more quotes i read the more emo i get.how strange yea but true.but yea today was really nice considering the fact that i got to meet up with two thirds of my leading ladies and even got to check up with ellice and my dear lizzie too.so that was good.anyway am working tomorrow a saturday YET again but owells guess this would be interesting.post debate joy.i need to talk to someone about some things.quick reply my email.HAHAHAHA.damn i think im so starting to get annoying.sorry about that.

runaway love

Now little lisa is only 9 years old
Shes tryin to figure out why the world is so cold
Why shes all all alone and they never met her family
Mamas always gone and she never met her daddy
Part of her is missin and nobody will listenin
Mama is on drugs gettin high up in the kitchen
Bringin home men at different hours of the night
Startin with laughs--usually endin in a fight
Sneak into her room while her mamas knocked out
Tryin to have his way and little lisa says 'ouch'
She tries to resist but then all he does is beat her
Tries to tell her mom but her mama don't believe her
Lisa is stuck up in the world on her own
Forced to think that hell is a place called home
Nothin else to do but some get some clothes and pack
She says shes bout to run away and never come back.

Runaway love

Little nicole is only 10 years old
Shes steady tryin to figure why the world is so cold
Why shes not pretty and nobody seems to like her
Alcoholic step dad always wanna strike her
Yells and abuses, leaves her with some bruises
Teachers ask questions she makin up excuses
Bleedin on the inside, cryin on the out
Its only one girl really knows what she about
Her name is lil stacy and they become friends
Promise that they always be tight til the end
Until one day lil stacy gets shot
A drive by bullet went stray up on her block
Now nicole stuck up in the world on her own
Forced to think that hell is a place called home
Nothin else to do but some get some clothes and pack
She says shes bout to run away and never come back.

Runaway love

Little erica is eleven years old
Shes steady tryin to figure why the world is so cold
So she pops x to get rid of all the pain
Cause shes havin sex with a boy whos sixteen
Emotions run deep and she thinks shes in love
So theres no protection hes usin no glove
Never thinkin bout the consequences of her actions
Livin for today and not tomorrows satisfaction
The days go by and her belly gets big
The father bails out he aint ready for a kid
Knowin her mama will blow it all outta proportion
Plus she lives poor so no money for abortion
Erica is stuck up in the world on her own
Forced to think that hell is a place called home
Nothin else to do but get her clothes and pack
She say shes about to run away and never come back

runaway love
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

6:52 AM

Step one, you say we need to talk.
He walks, you say sit down it's just a talk.
He smiles politely back at you,
You stare politely right on through.
Some sort of window to your right.
As he goes left and you stay right.
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came.

Where did I go wrong?
I lost a friend somewhere along in the bitterness.
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I know how to save a life.

Let him know that you know best
Cuz after all, you do know best.
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along.
And pray to God he hears you.

As he begins to raise his voice,
You lower yours and grant him one last choice.
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed.
He will do one of two things.
He will admit to everything,
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came.
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;